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I can’t sleep. I’m writing this to try and get it out of my system.

Today was kinda tuff. I’ve been doing a good job of looking on the bright side, and bar one or two little moments I’ve felt 90%+ most of the time.

Don’t get me wrong today was progress, physio seemed a long, long way off five weeks ago, but it got here before I knew it really.

It’s stupid, but right now I’m pretty down.

It took me a while to realise why.

I was sitting on the edge of my bed earlier doing my exercises, staring down at my thin leg, and foot that won’t move, and it just got to me I guess. I felt kinda pathetic. I know it will pass, it will get better but sometimes you just need to feel sorry for yourself. Not for too long, but the lows make the highs all the more sweet.

If you’re reading this and you’ve just ruptured you Achilles, and you think I’m being an ungrateful prick, your right. I am. I’ll shut up now.


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